Hello!

I have been thinking a lot...

I want to make a few changes to what I currently have.

I'm thinking that I will probably stop updating this blog, and all the others as well. I'm going to start a blog on my website, and there I will put up my personal updates instead of here, and all the other blogs. I think it will be easier for people who visit my website. Not that many, but still, haha. Also, I don't like Xanga. It's so difficult to get everything how I want it here. I like being able to do whatever I want with my pages without there being a block stopping it in the way.
I probably won't delete this site though, because I have updated on it quite a bit, and I would like to someday comeback and check it out again. I like looking back at old things of mine. It shows me how much I have grown. For example, I have quite a number of blogs on Xanga that I made from previous years. I haven't deleted most of them for a reason. I did delete ONE however, and I regret that, because it was the most important blog to me. It was very active too.

Soo...I actually have a blog on VOX.com in which I have been updating a long with this one for about a week and a half or so. I will probably end up deleting that one, because it has the exact same content as this xanga. I was cross-posting...

Along with a new addition to my website, I will update the layout for it. I have a project started already from around July. I failed to finish it though. I will get started on it again next week. I'm actually very excited about this! It's not unusual, haha. I get excited when I'm working on a new layout, then soon after it's up or even only being close to finished, I get bored of it and want to start a whole new other project!

I'm only hoping I will have time for all of this! College homework is starting to pile up. I have a lot of reading to do this weekend...
Speaking of school...it is getting better! I do seem to be enjoying it more now, and I think it's partially because I know some people. Although I must admit, it would have been nice going to a school where I knew no one. I like having the opportunity to make new friends and spend more time with them to learn of them better. But, it's also nice having a familiar face to comfort you in the unknown.
There is only one thing that is beginning to concern me now, and it's something I don't want to fall back into. I'm trying not to, but it really isn't simple to do. I really hate the feeling and I would rather not have to go through it for the 400th time! AH! >_<

...I think I'm beginning to slip...noo...

OKAY!
LET'S ignore such tragedy because I don't want to think about it!
So, I have this phone strap. It is a cute little penguin and he jingles whenever you move him around. AND, whenever the phone vibrates, sometimes, it sounds like a little rattle. It's pretty cool. BUT, right now that I am in school, he isn't particularly favorable, so I need a new one! I really like him though. Which is why I bought him. Here he goes.




This little guy...



I really don't want to replace him, but he gets a little noisy.

So...

Last night was great! I spent some time with a very, very good friend of mine. We went to the movies, and after that we went out to get something to nourish our bellies. We watched "House Bunny", which had it's moments as well as it snore moments. I'm not into chick flicks, but since it was either that or some other movie with Vin Desiel [whatever his name is] in it, I chose the comedy, haha. The food at the restaurant was SO GOOD, omg. But, it was absolutely bad for your body. I came home and worked out because I felt like I was going to be 30 pounds heavier the next day, haha. We had a really good talk though, I have been needing the company of a friend who is willing to listen to me for, wow, a very long time! It felt strange speaking of myself for a change though. I'm so used to being the listener that I felt almost uncomfortable hearing myself speak for once. It was nice though!

The hard times have begun once again!
Yet, I hear that it will be 10x harder at this point! They won't babysit us anymore (ﾉ_-｡) ...

The day was good. I didn't get terribly lost which was my biggest worry. I am thankful for my friends who help me no matter what!
I must admit that seeing some faces made me a little less than happy. Am I just so negative? I guess I just have a problem with letting the past interfere with my present. Unless my past is loved. There are just some people we don't want to see anymore. We are human, we can't love everyone.

I am very tired as of now, yet, I came at almost midnight to update! I felt I needed to let some things pour out to clear my mind before I go off to sleep.

I have too many concerns. I restrict myself too much, don't I? I have to learn to be less hard on myself. It is not good. However, it is the only way for me to accomplish my goals, by being hard on myself.

n一...
The day after tomorrow I go back to school. I hope it gets better. Currently it is the typical first day. It's the point that even if the day was great, you still feel a little sad because it is still a bit unfamiliar. At least this is how it goes with me! I will fight through it though. It's only a cycle.

I enjoyed sweets today!

It was good (°∀°)b !

Oh! And should I not forget! Thank you so much for the comments Juline! It's so nice to hear from you again! I noticed that your blog is not listed on your contact links anymore. The last time I went to check on it the website had a notice about them shutting down their services. Though, I'm very glad that you stopped by! I'm not even sure if you will read this, haha, but hey, I just wanted to show my appreciation! I will e-mail you thanking you anyway! I haven't done so considering I'm sure you are a very busy woman, I didn't want to bother you! But, hopefully it won't be much of a bother! (^-^)/

I think I'm getting sick!

So, these oval sunglasses, or just the OVER-SIZED sunglasses in general, are quite the trend right now, are they?

What's the deal? Ugh...

In order to not follow such a silly trend, I strayed away from it. But, what if you actually like something that is in style, and you don't necessarily want to wear it because it is in style? What then? Another "Ugh"...

My point is that...I like these. Not only that, but as I watched, and read, apparently the oval sunglasses are best for me and my head shape. My head shape is strange...somewhere along round and...diamond-ish...I REALLY DON'T KNOW.

So...

there are different types of sunglasses for every head shape to help soften up whatever it is...

But I like these oval sunglasses, and the truthfully, I want...
Shall I buy them?

I'm not one to follow fashion trends, so often times I wear things that have gone out of style since who knows when. Even like the week right after the stuff has gone out of style, so it makes me look like a joke, ne? I don't care though, I really don't...
So, with that in mind, it just may happen that theses sunglasses will go out of style very soon. I can either be either of the following:

A) The trend follower
or
B)The out of season trend wearer...person...okay, I don't know what they call these type [I fall into that often!]?

Why does it matter so much if I don't care about trends?
and, and, I just contradicted myself up there, didn't I??? More than once!

Well, I must admit, I care what others think of me A LOT of the time. Therefore, I am subject to give a shit when one thinks I'm something I am not...it's irritating.
You know what though?
I just convinced myself that I will go out and buy some of these...'cause I like them...


I'm worry free...sort of. School has been taken care of, I have my schedule, now I just wait to begin!

Oh, and buy books...

This layout is horrid...disgusting...
 

Hey, hello again!

Today has got to be one of the most un-productive days of my life. It's seriously disgusting how little activity I have done. Basically, I spent my whole day on the internet...not even using my actual computer [dad's laptop].

'cause...

Mm, my back really hurts, it seems I probably won't be able to work out today ...not because of my back or anything...

Oh, so, I did something crazy...
I made a MySpace.

BUT...

It's secretive right now because NO ONE can see it, but me. I am still deciding whether I am willing to make the commitment to keep it...or not...

I've been anti-MySpace for a long time. Basically when it began to get popular, which was around the end of 2004? I had one back in middle school, yet no one did so I was a bit lonely...yeahhh...

Anyway,
It's half way done. I just need to spizzle it out!

Though, again, don't know if I should actually use it or not. We'll see.

Ameblo has been updated! To be read if interested, here ---> http://ameblo.jp/honeybiscuit/

Ugh, no one reads even this anyway!?! What am I saying?!?



My breakfast food is so damn good, need I mention this.

PEACE!
 
Oh yeah, this layout has got to go!