Tuesday, 26 August 2008
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Today
The hard times have begun once again!
Yet, I hear that it will be 10x harder at this point! They won't babysit us anymore (ノ_-。) ...The day was good. I didn't get terribly lost which was my biggest worry. I am thankful for my friends who help me no matter what!
I must admit that seeing some faces made me a little less than happy. Am I just so negative? I guess I just have a problem with letting the past interfere with my present. Unless my past is loved. There are just some people we don't want to see anymore. We are human, we can't love everyone.I am very tired as of now, yet, I came at almost midnight to update! I felt I needed to let some things pour out to clear my mind before I go off to sleep.
I have too many concerns. I restrict myself too much, don't I? I have to learn to be less hard on myself. It is not good. However, it is the only way for me to accomplish my goals, by being hard on myself.
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The day after tomorrow I go back to school. I hope it gets better. Currently it is the typical first day. It's the point that even if the day was great, you still feel a little sad because it is still a bit unfamiliar. At least this is how it goes with me! I will fight through it though. It's only a cycle.I enjoyed sweets today!

It was good (°∀°)b !Oh! And should I not forget! Thank you so much for the comments Juline! It's so nice to hear from you again! I noticed that your blog is not listed on your contact links anymore. The last time I went to check on it the website had a notice about them shutting down their services. Though, I'm very glad that you stopped by! I'm not even sure if you will read this, haha, but hey, I just wanted to show my appreciation! I will e-mail you thanking you anyway! I haven't done so considering I'm sure you are a very busy woman, I didn't want to bother you! But, hopefully it won't be much of a bother! (^-^)/
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soo i totally feel bad that you are commenting me and i'm not commenting you back! haha cuz its soo not fair! but did you change your layout on hanabi?! cuz i like itttt I agree on the we can't love everyone thing too. There are people that everyone dislikes, and even though a lot people can fake it better than others, thats not the point! heh I have some people I am not fond of from past friendships either, but thats part of life, meeting people and the ones that stay with you are your true friendss! I hard on myself too, but i think like you. thats the only way you achieve your goals! if you werent hard on yourself, you would be a giant lazy coach potato and have nothing to do for your future hehe. I love that stuff your holding! dunno what its called but I used to eat them routinely when I was a kid. Don't they have chocolate ones too? They sell those at our local asian markettt heh